Hey guys. Sorry I haven't been around in a while. I've been so busy getting myself together mentally, smoking pot, working on BakedLife.com and going to school. It's never that I'm doing too much, but sometimes I just don't feel up to handling the load.
I think that's one of the downsides of dealing with a "reward" habit like pot smoking. I don't know what it's like for other people because I don't think to ask, but it feels as though I sometimes try to reward myself when I'm not feeling good. Even if I maybe should be doing more work.
For instance tonight. I could be spending time finishing up some work, but I feel incurably lazy. I haven't bought pot in a while (because my car has is in the shop and there are no dispensaries in biking distance). So I smoked a little resin today from the inside of my pipe. If it's not bad enough that I was smoking weed remnants like a crack addict I'm also going to go buy a pack of cigarettes.
I don't take healthy living to seriously. It's impossible. I might be able to give up pork, beef, and chicken, but I can't seem to give up some of the habits that are actually bad for me. My life is like a fucking Childish Gambino album.
Well time to go get those cigarettes. Smoke em if you got em I say. Even though I know quitting will always be in the back of my mind...
>>>>> Te picture on the right is from about a month ago. I was blazing some joints near the beach. It's relevant cause I say it is.