Friday, March 25, 2011

Friday - 420 Tolerance Break Update 3/20 to 4/20

I know I'm supposed to be keeping you all updated my weed break from 3/20 to 4/20. The thing is I've been so busy adjusting to the dull clarity of everyday life without pot, that I haven't had time for anything. If you're wondering though, I have been successful so don't worry. I'll update you with more of how I'm feeling after I stop hating the world so damn much.

If you want to know what this friday without weed is going to be like for me, let me sum it up with one video!

LAWLZ. This video is honestly too funny. I'm not a hater like those millions upon millions of trash talkers out there. Nonetheless the humor in this is inescapable, especially because it's a national phenomena.

Oh and if you couldn't tell, in this video I'm the rapper guy. Sorry I don't actually rhyme at all in my raps. And seemed to be perplexed by the fact that there are other people driving on the freeway with me!?!?!?! LAWLZ!!

Keep Checking back for more of my tolerance break updates.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Smoking Resin and Smoking Cigarettes. I'm Fucking Up

Hey guys. Sorry I haven't been around in a while. I've been so busy getting myself together mentally, smoking pot, working on and going to school. It's never that I'm doing too much, but sometimes I just don't feel up to handling the load.

I think that's one of the downsides of dealing with a "reward" habit like pot smoking. I don't know what it's like for other people because I don't think to ask, but it feels as though I sometimes try to reward myself when I'm not feeling good. Even if I maybe should be doing more work.

For instance tonight. I could be spending time finishing up some work, but I feel incurably lazy. I haven't bought pot in a while (because my car has is in the shop and there are no dispensaries in biking distance). So I smoked a little resin today from the inside of my pipe. If it's not bad enough that I was smoking weed remnants like a crack addict I'm also going to go buy a pack of cigarettes.

I don't take healthy living to seriously. It's impossible. I might be able to give up pork, beef, and chicken, but I can't seem to give up some of the habits that are actually bad for me. My life is like a fucking Childish Gambino album.

Well time to go get those cigarettes. Smoke em if you got em I say. Even though I know quitting will always be in the back of my mind...

>>>>> Te picture on the right is from about a month ago. I was blazing some joints near the beach. It's relevant cause I say it is.